Susan – As I Fall Asleep Some Nights in Lucid Dreaming

The darkness comes in like a surge…the noise of helicopters very loudly surrounds the air…chaos…what is happening? What is going on outside?

I’m scared to look out the window; the window of what I know I am dreaming. There must be someway to escape this madness I say to myself, so I hide under the cover of the forest. Dark is the night no one can see me…lights flashing from the helicopters above – what are they looking for?

Then in my human need to survive I crawl like a soldier…to the field of flowers where I hear drums calling me. I search for the sound of where it is coming from…now the light is emerging between the trees and the field like a giant glow coming to capture me.

Then in my human need to survive I crawl like a soldier…to the field of flowers where I hear drums calling me. I search for the sound of where it is coming from…now the light is emerging between the trees and the field like a giant glow coming to capture me.

It slowly fades and I find myself standing in front of a large house with a white fence surrounding it. I see some people all wearing white clothes working together in a garden. I enter knowing this is where I’m supposed to be. But where I am I do not know…some friends are there and some have not made it through the darkness, I have been told. This is it – it’s all that is left!

Now we must rebuild it how we want it to be: peaceful, loving and calm. Then it stops there. I have had this dream many times. I am there and I know that I am dreaming, I know I will always wake up in my bed at home. This dream, or whatever it is, makes me always feel like I’m not home yet.